Guess what I did yesterday?

I watched HTTYD2!
It was really awesome, but I can’t stop wondering.. (If you haven’t watched this, it’s not spoilery as much as it is confusing so don’t worry)
Where was Drago Bloodfist even FROM? Where are any of the places, really? And how many dragon riders are there in the world, other than Hiccup and co? Also, there was that line, “practically the last of his kind”. Doesn’t that mean.. Toothless actually ISN’T the last night fury?
Also: how are they gonna feed all those dragons? You can’t expect me to believe that there’s going to be enough sheep and algae. I bet within a few months, there’ll be no more fish to eat in that area, and then the ecosystem-
Well, whatever, I guess I’m kind of just nitpicking a beautiful movie at this point. But it would be nice to have a movie that explains more about the world and how things work there and what’s happened, etc. instead of having to focus so much on a plot. Some really cool concepts were introduced, and I won’t knock em- I’m just saying it would be nicer if we were given more information, now that we know [insert spoilers here] exist.



Sorry for the inactivity. I’ve been up to a lot, lately.

I had my trip to NYC last week,
Before that I went to wisonsin dells (for the scenery, not those silly waterparks. I can’t swim..) AND THIS WEEK (and three weeks after that I think?) I got Freshman Connection, where I get to meet new people and learn where to go/what’s where in the school! This is the single biggest one in the history of our whole city. >w< Yay!

My group was really nice! I got into it with two girls from my middle school, and everyone else was new. I met a lot of new people today, and I'm gonna have to remember all those names, but the thing is.. They all seemed really nice. A bit quiet and shy, granted, but nice nonetheless. I think I’m going to have a lot of fun at my new school.

In addition to that.. I think I might’ve made a good impression! At the middle of the day, this guy asked me something like “why are you so comfortable?” Or something like that. And before that, a girl thought I was going to the Drama part of the arts program. xD But nah, I’m actually just doing visual arts. Anyway, I think it’s pretty good that I seemed so outgoing despite my nervousness. Maybe that’ll help me talk to people even more, and make new friends!

Hopelessly hopeful,


So many less problems!

In one of my latest posts, I addressed problems. As of now, I would like to address how things have been going:

  • just came back from a day-long field trip, and I’m feeling awesome
  • I scored 255 on my overall score for MAP, so it’s the same score I got last time.. (But still in the 99th percentile!)
  • Finished the Algebra Exit Exam, but haven’t gotten my scores back yet. Fairly confident about ’em, though.
  • Syed’s New Friend will show on June 9th in front of a fifth grade class, and I think I got my lines right!?
  • still need to address the highschool friendship issue, but I won’t be the only person from my school that has to go to the highschool, so that’s a plus?
  • I may be able to cope with the vacation problem, with some help from my good friend Lepus

Well, that’s all for now!

that trip was pretty darn awesome


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;3 That trip was pretty darn cool. We saw some nice stuff that’ll come in handy as stock photos later on!

Other than that, we just took a bunch of selfies..

Anyway, that’s all for this post!  monokuma hi

More Goddesses of Northeastern Tempestas

Ok there’ll be closeups don’t worry if you can’t read this~




and this, my friends, is why pen is superior to pencil.
I should probably write some more. Nobody really understands the goddess of nightmares. Not even chaos or evil! Nightmares seems to communicate in a series of grunts, moans, and shrieks. It is rude and animalistic, and prefers not to be bothered at all. Its counterpart, Dreams, is very well-mannered and kind. She tries to make time for everyone, attend events, socialize, and befriend as many people as she can. But no one who has something to hide would dare invite Dreams into their mind- so a lot of people are stuck to be Nightmares’ victims instead. Hence, why bad people tend to have a lot of bad dreams! ^-^
Note: nightmare can’t be good or evil, but isn’t exactly neutral. It’s indiscernible what Nightmares is or does, or if it even has enough free will or intelligence to know.


Guess whose dad drove through immense hail tonight!


Anyway, I have a lot I’ll need to do, too!:

  • Standardized Reading Test
    Problem: Need to score above the 99th percentile
    Solution: There is literally no way on Earth anyone can do that; I’m screwed!
     despairangry yell
  • Musical on bullying ( Syed’s New Friend )
    Problem: My group is constantly joking around, and since I have the lot of the lines I need to remember ’em all! Also, I need to get them in line, and make sure we have it all scheduled and approved by the principal.. And then, people from the Holocaust Museum might go and watch the performance.. Oh gosh.. T^T
    Plus, I’ll have to sing and pretend to be a jerk at the same time! It..doesn’t really work out with my voice.
    Solution: Rap my way out of there and hope no one notices how unprepared we all are.
    ..Okay, not really.
    Solution: Hope the team gets their act together, and stop using a script during practice!
  • Ugh the algebra test
    Solution: keep doing homework, it’ll be okay so whatever. And if I fail, hey- no stupid Geometry next year! Woo woo! (I prefer to call it a win-win instead of a lose-lose.)
  • Ew a road trip with my mom..
    Problem: I can’t talk to her without becoming frustrated, depressed, yelling, or.. All three!
    Solution: Charge the heck out of iPod, sit in the back of the car, and pray to Kutkh she unlearns Russian and English (so she can only communicate in Ukranian)!
  • Making new friends next year
    Problem: how do I even

    Solution: Avoid everyone like the plague, and if they try to talk to you say you’re gonna spread it like it’s 1348 Solution: Just do whatever you did at that writing conference that one time and spontaneously get yourself a crew! Note: try not to let the vulgar, enraged side show..Perhaps try to manage your anger? DON’T LET THEM IN DON’T LET THEM KNOW…. WELL NOW THEY KNOOOOOOOOOW! Also, don’t act like those mean, preppy girls in sitcoms even though you could totally be awesome at it.
  • ew too much to write.. I have like, what, a series going on here, and maybe one or two more I’d like to start? Two stories on Wattpad I might like to continue a lot more?  especially the one about the evil cyborg sorceress that falls in love with a weak hero and joins an adventuring party full of good people so she can make sure  no one steals or kills her man. possessive much?

    Problem: I can’t write romance novels anyhow, no less something as complex and meta as I was planning on writing at first  When will I find the time!? ;-;
    Solution: Nope there is none. k bye

What are these? Tears? I seem to have lost my ability to think, due to all this ridiculousness.
What are these? Tears? I seem to have lost my ability to think, due to all this ridiculousness.

Other oddities:
-I saw the musical West Side Story on Saturday! It was great! ..But I kind of cried. Twice.
-I went to a science thingy so I could thing with bugs.
-The weather isn’t freezing!
Reading a lot of great comics lately! And I’ve RPed a bit with my other group one day, woo!y

-I’m working on remodeling my iTunes Library (or at least adding some more variety to it.. I have over 700 Umineko songs on this thing D: )
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;3Look! J-Pop! And some Russian rock music.. Did you know Russians can do rock music? I always thought it was impossible, what with the way the language sounds and all.. But nope! After years of living in denial.. I finally found out I was wrong all along! What a pleasant surprise?
(there’s a lot more Russian hip-hop on here now, though, to be honest.)
But yeah, I’m super exited that I’m renovating this and finding album covers and higher quality songs for stuff, etc.


WSAW 2: Promises aren’t forever

{Opening theme}

It was graduation day. The school Cybele and Sindri were studying abroad in, the Mirian Institute of Knowledge and Magic, had given the students in their class the diplomas and everything. The only thing left now was the class photo. Cybele should’ve been happy, but there was a churning feeling in her stomach. She had a bad feeling about what was going to happen that day, and she could only guess why. When Sindri returned to dwarven soil, what would happen? Would the gods strike her down? And what of Stone? Now that she had served her purpose chaperoning Sindri throughout lessonschool, would they throw her aside? Even more startling, was she was starting to wonder if she had a connection to the goddess Emmri and the First Tricked- the mountain goddess and the girl that released color onto the world. Although her makers had always reassured her she had next to nothing to do with the myth, Stone had received prodding from Sindri on the matter numerous times throughout the years, and was starting to have her doubts. If she had been entirely carved from stone… how could that explain the white hair and the softness of her skin? Not once had she turned to rock! (Author’s note: I know she turns into rock suddenly out of nowhere in RP, but this was before that started happening.) No longer had Stone felt the pride she used to in being the only one of her kind, and being valedictorian. Someone had been lying to her about who she was. And she wasn’t sure who.. or why, even.  {music to play now for the scene now}
Cybele straightened her black crown and walked towards the other posing classmates with a sullen, grim expression on her face. They took the picture, she got her copy, they took their suitcase, and then Sindri and Cybele left. They headed for the train in silence. When they got on the train and took their seats, Sindri took the chance to speak. “Is something wrong?” She asked.
“Someone..has been lying to me. I don’t know who.. I don’t know why.. but they have.”
Sindri sighed. “We’ll always be friends, though, right? Even if.. they lie to you some more, would you still care about me?”
“Of course! That’s a promise, Sindri. Why wouldn’t we be friends?”
Sindri looked out the window to the green grass and the trees. She had a sort of melancholy expression. There was more silence for a few moments. And then, she spoke again.
“Let’s ditch this place.”
“Let’s go off somewhere on our own, have adventures in far off lands or maybe settle somewhere where we won’t bother anyone, maybe herd some sheep.. We’ve finished school, right? So why do you keep wanting to go back to those old geezers and their pickaxes? Let’s face it.. Life isn’t meant to be this way. People should have their own choices.. And over there, they’re just trying to control us.”
“But.. Sindri! They said that’s wrong. They don’t want something bad to happen.. And if we go off on our own.. something might! Where.. Where is this coming from, anyway? Why do you want to leave all of a sudden?”
Sindri Châu took a deep breath and looked Stone right in the eyes.
“I’m.. the spirit of chaos.”
Stone chuckled. “Come on, get real. The spirit of chaos? I’ve been talking to you for so long.. And I’m still safe and uncursed, aren’t I? You don’t seriously expect me to beli..”
Sindri maintained her gaze. It was as if she looked right through her.
“…Memoryshare.” she remarked, offhandedly. Stone froze up, and it seemed as if time itself had stopped.

Everything around them was grey. Grey or black. Stone saw herself in a simple, tattered white-looking dress picking berries. She wasn’t aware of who she was, until the onlooker looked down at their paws. She was in the body.. of a fox. A sudden realization dawned to her.. she was the First Tricked.
No… this couldn’t be!
It is.. And they don’t want you to know!

Stone watched the whole scene, up until the fox scampered off.
They were back on the train now, and she started shaking. “I can’t believe it.. All this time.. and you were the spirit of chaos? I can’t..believe it..”
“Oh, but surely you must know that that’s not all..right? You were also a human.. Well, originally, anyway. Now you’re just an unknown, like me! But they didn’t want to include a human in their tales-especially not someone so important to their history! I mean, just think about it- if people realize how much the humans are really capable of.. Their whole world will be turned upside down!” A certain gleam came into Sindri’s eyes, and she grinned the dopy, wide sharp-toothed grin of hers at Cybele. 
“No.. you couldn’t be–“
“I’ll ask you again, but only this once..” Sindri’s tone was becoming serious, much more serious than Cyebele had ever heard her be. “Will you run away with me? Now that you know there’s no place for us there.. Will you take it upon yourself to leave?”
Cybele stood her ground, and looked Sindri right in the eyes. “No. Now, even more than I had thought before..You must reconcile with the gods. To just leave our people behind like this..and not make amends.. That’s wrong! And I..just can not stand for something that isn’t right.”
Sindri groaned. “Boooooooring.. You realize they’ll never accept me, anyway, right? Any effort to reconcile me with those stubborn pricks is uuuuuseless! Besideessss..You come pretty close to a goddess, and that’s good enough right? Come onn..”
“Hey, no! I’m..nothing near a goddess! I’m just a fancy rock..And you’re the one with the title of Diamond..Let’s be responsible here and do what’s right, okay!?”
Sindri rolled her eyes. “Yeah, sure, putting yourself at the mercy of others is responsible.. Do you know how to do anything other than what you’re told?”
Cybele looked away with a “hmmph!”, and crossed her arms.

It was nighttime, and a den of dwarves had just finished eating their dinner five minutes prior. Cyebele approached Orvar, the head priest of the church containing the Shrine. “Hello, Cybele. An’ what may I help ye with, li’le freyja?”
Cybele kept a calm, controlled expression. “..Why didn’t you tell me about Sindri?”
Orvar took a thoughtful expression, and lay a hand on Stone’s arm. “We di’ent want ye to get scared, li’le freyja.” He looked around cautiously for a moment. “Dinnae tell anyone I said this, but you’re the only one we got that can put ‘er at ease. The gods have given up on ‘er, even ‘er parents have long stopped trying to control ‘er.. I know it might be hard, but..Wait? When did ye fig’r it out, ayeways? ‘Ow long ago? It didn’t take ye that long, did it..”
“..Today, actually. And.. I didn’t find out. She told me.” Stone said with a stoic conviction.
Orvar shook his head solemnly. 
“Listen, child.. I know it might not git to making much sense.. But the bes’ lies out yonder be the ones wit’ truth in ’em. So, ye can’t trust that sneaky fox..Somethin’ has to be done, child.. We cannae let chaos onto the rest of the world. She needs ta’ be resealed.”
“But..she’s my friend! I can’t just let Sindri..”
“The spirit of chaos is nobody’s friend, child. Surely.. Ye must have known that? If it gits ta makin’ ye feel any better, though, in ‘er sealed form she can be wit’ ye forever.. Sometimes people leave, Cybele. People leave.. and never come back. Ye must seal the Diamond, an stop ‘er from leaving fer good an’ unleashing problems to the rest of the world.”
“Got it. Seal the diamond, save the world.”
Sindri scanned the room for Sindri. She couldn’t see her, so she stepped outside and went to the courtyard. Cybele looked around once more. Then, she felt a slight weight on her shoulders, as if someone was leaning on her. 
“We’re surrounded by dwarves!” Sindri yelled.
“!?” Cybele looked around; the dwarves really had surrounded her.
“While you were talking to chief fatty over there, they took the chance to gather up and chase me! What did I tell you.. You can’t trust them!”
“The statue’s helping the Diamond! Get ’em!” somebody yelled. Cyebele felt disoriented. What was..?
“Don’t worry.. I’ll protect you..” she replied with conviction. Though in her stomach, something didn’t sit right.
The dwarves moved in, flailing their arms. Cybele set up a magic barrier, and they bounced back in pain. Cyebele walked over to one of the dwarves, that had almost broke a tree on his fall. Something wasn’t..
“Heheheh,” someone laughed behind her. Puppet strings showed in the tired dwarves, and disappeared into the air.
Wait..No! That voice.. It was Sindri.
“Heh hehh heh.. Now that they’re all done with and can’t muster the willpower to move.. I can finally take my leave. Come on, Cybele!” Sindri grinned, and held her hand out.
“You.. You just made me fight..My own brethren.. Just so we could escape!? Just so you could go off and ‘be free’!? That’s.. that’s horrible! They could be injured now, and.. And you tricked me!”
Sindri shrugged. “So? You commin’ or not?”
“What the-!? No! Of  course not!”
“Your loss.. Well, I’ll be off, then~ Toodles!”
Sindri turned to leave, and started walking out.
“..No..” Cybele muttered. It was just at they said. People..leave. People leave and never come back. “Revert!”
On the ground below Sindri was a magical circle shining with a bright purple and white light. It engulfed her as she stood, and she clunked down to the ground in the form of a diamond.
“Now you’re safe..” Cybele said, stooping over and picking Sindri up. “Now you’re safe, and the world is safe too..”
“Traitor!” Sindri yelled from inside her shining prison.

{Ending Song taunting Sindri}

{Because that’s how I roll everybody needs my smugness in their life }